My Story

My Journey: From Rock Bottom to Awakening

In 2014, my life took a drastic turn. A series of poor decisions, then a head-on car collision set off a cycle of deepening physical pain, mental anguish, and self-destruction. Over the next six years, I lost myself—to addiction, chronic illness, and grief. I became morbidly obese, burdened with a growing list of diagnoses and prescriptions. I lost my career in social work. I lost six family members, including my beloved father and grandfather. And I lost the love of my life—my dog, Maya.

Through it all, a phrase kept echoing in my mind:
"Everything in life is a belief and a choice."

At first, I dismissed it. How could illness be a choice? Who would choose pain? But as time passed, I began to see the truth in those words. My suffering wasn’t just happening to me—I was holding onto it, identifying with it, feeding it. And in doing so, I had trapped myself in a cycle of despair.

The wake-up call came when I was diagnosed with an autoimmune disease. I had a choice to make. Would I remain stuck—seeking external validation, numbing myself with pain relief, and drowning in shame? Or would I fight for my health, my happiness, and my future?

I chose to fight.

Day by day, I committed to healing. I let go of the past, released self-judgment, and rewrote the beliefs that had been holding me back. Change wasn’t instant, and it wasn’t easy. It took a full year of working on my mindset before I could even begin addressing my physical health. But step by step, I reclaimed my life.

Now, 126 pounds lighter and truly at peace within myself, I can say with certainty—it was all worth it. The depth of my pain led me to profound wisdom, and I am beyond grateful for the understanding it has given me.

Today, I am dedicated to helping others break free from their limitations, release old beliefs, and create a life of joy, purpose, and authenticity. You are not your past. You are not your pain. You are powerful beyond measure.

It’s time to trust in the unknown, step into your truth, and embrace the magic of who you are.

Be the light you wish to see in the world. It all starts within. ✨

With love,
Pamela